"if preparatory was pointless & 1st electrical was a turning point,....let 2nd electrical be the Deception Point......!!!"
so what about the 4th year ?
let me call it "The Confusion Point"...!
it was one of the worst years -if not the worst -since KG........or let me say that's how i saw it from my narrow human point of view ,....coz we alwayes-as humans-dont c the hidden gifts from Allah in the pain & most probably we realize them too late ,......!!
i know that but i have to admit sometimes i forget or get so overwhelmed by pain & despair that i cant avoid or get'm out of mind....!
i'm not gonna go deeply in the issue coz i guess it's clear from it's name it's confusing,...it was hazy & no1 will get it coz i tried alot to analyse it .....but i believe ev1 has a time when he goes through a vague problem & just feel bad....!
so after all it finished ,...& i'm waiting the result as usual...but this year my waiting & my prayer is different coz evyear i prayed to get high grades & asked allah alot ,...but this year i just pray to have the gift of SATISFACTION ,...i really need it badly & no one excpet allah can give it me ,....this is my only hope to ACCEPT any result & i mean it ANY result in peace & never feel bad about it ,...that's all what i beg for....!
i'm anxious about my reaction towards the result more than the result itself ,....i really really really need Allah's help to get over it regardless of how bad or good it is,....!!
so i ask no1 but Allah to give me satisfaction,strength & patience now & all the time...coz if i lose them i'll lose evth....!!
YA RAB
4 comments:
For me,
The last two years were misery points
i got my result yesterday,
and i really need SATISTACTION
the one can feel satisfaction when he can think that every thing is going for a reason
We all r in the world for a reason,it's all now a preparation for the next stage
I now believe more zan any time before
limo;
kont 7a2ol aked not as misrable as mine bas eftakart en even misery is a relative issue for each person...!
& as for "el reda",...the more i live the more i find out enaha ne3ma kebira awy we heba men rabena beyediha lel ensan 3ashan keda batlobha fy kol la7za aktar men 7agat tanya ..!
mado;
aked rabena bey7otena fy mawakef 3ashan yerabina we yezawed el belief da 3andena la2en as usual we know,... bas le ay daraga el mawdo3 gowa albena ...!!
yemken lama kol 7aga 3aket ma3aya we etla7'batet bafakar en 7aga men el etnen:
either ana we7sha awy
or en ana mesh we7sha awy bas rabena shayely 7aga a7san ana mesh shayfaha
we sara7a 3andy tendency enny afakar fel option el tany men bab 7osn el zan ...!!
so i just say ya rab
one can feel
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