Failure for Dummies..!

i was thinking what can egypt teach the world,... what unique experience can the government transfer to the other countries ? & what significant thing can the responsible or even the normal ppl write about ?!

i found out that in the last decades egypt succeeded to fail , the different successive regimes,few as they are, could set new standards for failure on different levels ,....so it came up to my mind that the special thing egypt can teach others is the failure techniques . it can be in a simple book to gather the deep experience in this field .

The book can be entitled "How to become a LOOSER in 21 days?",..."The 7000 habits of highly effective LOSERS"...or it can be "FAILURE for Dummies" as the famous for Dummies series...!!

The book can include the different types of failure,...starting from the individual failure to the nation failure,....& that's y many ppl can contribute in this book starting from the normal citizen to the highest authority in egypt,.....each one can add sth after all ,....coz ppl either experienced special sorts of failure or contributed in creating new techniques ....!!

to b clear i'm not talking about the normal failure evbody around the world go through ,....coz it's not always bad after all,...& ups & downs are the essence of life ,.....i'm just talking about a special kind of failure ,....the failure that brings evth down all the time,....the failure that has no reason,...the repeated failure that comes time after time in the same way or even worse,....the failure that is destructive enough to get into the souls of a whole nation,...steal their smiles & kill their hopes ...............this is the failure i'm talking about...!!

Toshka project was a failure, Mondial zero was a failure...intensive corruption is a failure,...governmental organizations systems r failure,.... education process is a failure,....political system is a failure ,.....those r some examples of the destructive failure which get worse evday...!

so mayb it's time to write the book ,.....& mayb it seems a joke,...but it can b true....not to teach others the techniques of failure,...but to document the worst experience to learn from it later on,....to think deeply about the reasons of failure & be aware not to repeat it..... !!!

that's what turn failure in to success ,...only whan ppl get out of the denial state , admit their failure & work to avoid it later on....!!

Happened In Al Amereya..!

Nasir Shamma who witnessed Al Amereya massacre ,in Iraq, expressing it on his Oud...!

In Love With Books ...!

Born in a home where books were evwhere around ,...i had that special relation with'm b4 i can even read.....we had that big library , i saw it big as a kid :D, containing books ,dictionaries,encyclopaedia's & others in various languages (arabic,english,french,russian,persian....)& in totally different fields (starting by politics,economy,military,science,languages,history....& ending by cook books :D)......!!

being a kid i had nth to do with it ,...but as times passed i began to open it & check the books out ,....& guess what?!!... till now i may find out a new book that was stuck here or there on the upper shelf or sth ,...!!
it happened a couple of weeks ago ,..i saw a book that i've never seen b4 ,...& as it was in the middle shelf i wondered how i didn'ti noticed it b4 ^o),....weird,....i felt as if the books r reproducing there :D...!!


that was the initial library in home,..my father's one,.....but as my parents began to buy us books since the first years in our lives books began to accumulate in home & they became official members in our family ,....!!
i dnt remember exactly when i began to read alone,..but i guess i began earlier than many kids do ,..mayb coz i was sharing my elder sister or coz that passion was growing up since day 1,...dunno,....i read short stories,...prophet's stories,...etc...... i remember that i read relatively long stories in primary stage,....mayb on 4th or 5th i began to read famous novels as "around the world in eighty days",..."journey to the center of the earth",..& stuff like this,........in 1st preparatory we moved to another apartment taking the books with us,...we made 2 extra small libraries to put the books that multiplied in the previous years,.....& here i began to look through the books again & try diff. kinds,....in preparatory i began to read famous arabic literature ,....i guess my first one was "Al Ayam" ,...i do remember :D ,......!!

then after a while i decided to seek diversification ,.....i mean to read anyth coz i believed that whatever we read will add sth to me even if it's tiny.....i remember reading a book about (GATT) in preparatory phase or sth ,....i guess i didn't remember most of its details after finishing it ;; ,...but it was ok after all :D
& since then i tried to read diff kinds of books,....& sometimes i found myself interested in a certain type for a while ,..then another one,..etc.


mayb sometimes in secondary phase or the beginning of the faculty phase i was busy,...or couldn't manage time properly when i study ,...so i didn't have the time to read as much as i wish & found myself afraid to start a book & not have a time to finish it quickly,....coz actually i dnt like to read a single book in along time ,.....!!

but lately i decided to find time in a way or a another coz that's sth i love ,..sth that cheers me up ,...sth that adds new dimensions to my life ,...sth that offers me a special companion when i get fed up with ppl ,....so i have to find an hour here & another there & read to nourish my mind & soul ....!!



i do c real book worms ...& i know i'm not a real one,...or mayb a tiny one :D....,.....but mayb coz i dnt always have the time & coz i do have other priorities in life ,....mayb that's y i'm a tiny one :D,....but i also know that the more i grow up ,..the stronger the connection between me & books gets ,..... the more i get happy & sad @ the same time when i go to somewhere full of books coz i love them but dnt have the time or the money for them all :D,...& most important the more my reading passion grows....!!


i guess i went far in all those scattered thoughts about books & reading ^o),...& mayb whoever reads that will get bored or won't b able to make find the connection in it,..but after all they're just my thoughts & they came to my mind....!!!!
so after all i just pray for Allah to give me the time & the passion to read till the end of my life :)