X Y Z

X Y Z....when we c them we just remember "Variables",....!!
in mathematics or physics or anth we just frequently use them to refer to the variables or the different parameters...but what are variables for me?!

X Y Z..etc. or variables are not just related to science & equations,...for me variables r a real ACHE ,... dunno if it was my nature or it just turned like that in the few past years,...mayb i got affected by the kind of study i'm involved in ,....but whatever the reason is,..it's really a big deal for me...!

whenever i think about anyth ,..analyze any issue ,..i just look to evth & try to separate the related constants & variables ,...& unfortunately variables r alwayes more than constants & consequently opinions ,..decisions,..judgements are really so hard.

surely this confuses me alot most of the time & it may even bother me sometimes,...but i guess it's not that bad,..on the contrary; it's a good thing to control the way you think & tackle issues even if it makes it harder for the mind to process & give results...!!

ah,..btw;i'm not just getting my life more complicated ^o),...mayb it's just the ALIEN mind's domination :)...!!

Can We Play Together?

back to childhood days......
i remember a common situation i faced a lot when i was a kid,....whenever i went to the club,..the beach,..etc.,....other kids,as usual, used to come & say "Can we be friends?=momken netsa7eb?"or"can we play together?"...etc.


i used to look @ them unsure ^o),...walk away,..or even ignore them as if i heared nth...!!!actually i wasnt an arrogant or spoiled kid ,..i know i was-& still-shy & a bit-or alot-non social,...but when i think about it now i find myself wondering if i-as a kid- had the feeling that friendship can't b built that way,...mayb it wasn't convincing to me starting a friendship by offering or requesting ,...mayb i couldnt get the point of assigning the word "friendship" to a couple of hour relationship,...mayb i had a problem getting so intimate to someone that easy, or even have a problem in my interpersonal chemistry.....dunno..!


anyway seems i went far in analyzing a samall issue as usual :D,...& i guess i had nth like that in mind when i was a little kids ,...so whatever the reason was i used to leave a 1st impression of a boring kid ,...& before some1 says it & i'll say it;i now i'm still leaving a bad FIRST impression,...but i guess not the same manners...i dnt ignore ppl or walk away",..i just dnt go "play"- or let me say in the grown ups terminology-"get along with ppl that easy...!

after all we r the same person :),...me & the kid within :D

The Giant Within..!

August 2008
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when the light is shed to reveal the giant within...!!!

Srebrenica massacre..!

how many ppl around the world know about "11 september" ? ...how many heared about "The Holocaust"?...
thousands,millions,..or even billions...!!

fine,..& how many heared about "Srebrenica massacre"?...
or let me ask the harder Question,...how many 'Muslim' know about it?!
unfortunately i can confirm they r few,..& u may be one of them or one of the millions who have no idea about it....!!

i'm not gonna claim that i knew about it along time ago,..i just new around four years ago when i passed by an article on its anniversary & i knew a little about it...!
& here we are in 2008 after 13 years & few ppl know about this brutal massacre where the Serbs killed more than 8000 muslims in Srebrenica (in Bosnia and Herzegovina) as a part of an ethnic cleansing campaign against the muslims...!!

last july was the 13th anniversary,...& nowadays the case is still discussed in the international court of justice ,..& still few ppl know about it ,...which is a shame after all...!!


i'm not gonna say that i know evth sbout the issue which is bad,...but i try to know & care coz i have to,..& that's why i bought the book shown above once i saw it in the book fair coz its intro is by mahathir mohamed & the author was a witness who survived the massacre,....actually it's not a history book,..it's a novel & i can't say it's so great or the best theing i've read coz after all it's a novel,.....but still it had sth to connect me with the case & trough it i found out some points about different issues ,...for example i found out about muslims in a place called "boritaria" or sth -not sure about the name-which is near the north pole ,..i found out many things although it was just a novel...!!


i repeat ,..it's a shame to stay 13 years without spreading the awareness about the massacre,...without supporting the case,...& without standing against humanity & muslim humilation in a clear case like that...!!