In Love With Books ...!

Born in a home where books were evwhere around ,...i had that special relation with'm b4 i can even read.....we had that big library , i saw it big as a kid :D, containing books ,dictionaries,encyclopaedia's & others in various languages (arabic,english,french,russian,persian....)& in totally different fields (starting by politics,economy,military,science,languages,history....& ending by cook books :D)......!!

being a kid i had nth to do with it ,...but as times passed i began to open it & check the books out ,....& guess what?!!... till now i may find out a new book that was stuck here or there on the upper shelf or sth ,...!!
it happened a couple of weeks ago ,..i saw a book that i've never seen b4 ,...& as it was in the middle shelf i wondered how i didn'ti noticed it b4 ^o),....weird,....i felt as if the books r reproducing there :D...!!


that was the initial library in home,..my father's one,.....but as my parents began to buy us books since the first years in our lives books began to accumulate in home & they became official members in our family ,....!!
i dnt remember exactly when i began to read alone,..but i guess i began earlier than many kids do ,..mayb coz i was sharing my elder sister or coz that passion was growing up since day 1,...dunno,....i read short stories,...prophet's stories,...etc...... i remember that i read relatively long stories in primary stage,....mayb on 4th or 5th i began to read famous novels as "around the world in eighty days",..."journey to the center of the earth",..& stuff like this,........in 1st preparatory we moved to another apartment taking the books with us,...we made 2 extra small libraries to put the books that multiplied in the previous years,.....& here i began to look through the books again & try diff. kinds,....in preparatory i began to read famous arabic literature ,....i guess my first one was "Al Ayam" ,...i do remember :D ,......!!

then after a while i decided to seek diversification ,.....i mean to read anyth coz i believed that whatever we read will add sth to me even if it's tiny.....i remember reading a book about (GATT) in preparatory phase or sth ,....i guess i didn't remember most of its details after finishing it ;; ,...but it was ok after all :D
& since then i tried to read diff kinds of books,....& sometimes i found myself interested in a certain type for a while ,..then another one,..etc.


mayb sometimes in secondary phase or the beginning of the faculty phase i was busy,...or couldn't manage time properly when i study ,...so i didn't have the time to read as much as i wish & found myself afraid to start a book & not have a time to finish it quickly,....coz actually i dnt like to read a single book in along time ,.....!!

but lately i decided to find time in a way or a another coz that's sth i love ,..sth that cheers me up ,...sth that adds new dimensions to my life ,...sth that offers me a special companion when i get fed up with ppl ,....so i have to find an hour here & another there & read to nourish my mind & soul ....!!



i do c real book worms ...& i know i'm not a real one,...or mayb a tiny one :D....,.....but mayb coz i dnt always have the time & coz i do have other priorities in life ,....mayb that's y i'm a tiny one :D,....but i also know that the more i grow up ,..the stronger the connection between me & books gets ,..... the more i get happy & sad @ the same time when i go to somewhere full of books coz i love them but dnt have the time or the money for them all :D,...& most important the more my reading passion grows....!!


i guess i went far in all those scattered thoughts about books & reading ^o),...& mayb whoever reads that will get bored or won't b able to make find the connection in it,..but after all they're just my thoughts & they came to my mind....!!!!
so after all i just pray for Allah to give me the time & the passion to read till the end of my life :)